So here I am, after a month or so of silence...

It's been a hard period, I've been questioning myself and my choices, only to find that - once again - I'm lost and helpless. Being carried away in a river that keeps smashing me against the rocks and dragging me underwater. I look at my own image and I feel sick. I think about my actions and I find them vain. I ask myself 'What I want' and I just hear painful confusion. I recall my past and I see only errors.

Well, that sums it up more or less, I can't really write down a long rant about my life. I realize that it may sound like I'm just looking for pity (to not say being plain emo, but whatever) and I can't really argue if someone gets this idea.

The jist of it is: I've been really messed up lately, thus my lack of activity. I can't really share my work when I feel so drained and weakend. I'm truly sorry about that, not to mention the tons of work I'll have to catch up with, I'm still taking shots, this is a passion that can be hardly stopped.

Sooner or later I'll come to terms with it and I'll resume my schedule.

Despite everything, it seems that I managed to hit 10.000 pageviews... once again, many thanks to everyone, especially those who support me with so much passion. Really, it means a lot, especially now.